I Wana DO Something

I am so effin bored. I want to go somewhere and so something but I don't have a car. What am I going to do? The beach sounds nice, or how about the mall(with no money) or a party. I just want to do something. Anything. Y is boredom followng me.

Eddie Murphy and Other Comedians that I Like

I was watching the late show and I was loving it because it had eddie murphy on. I have been a fan of Eddie all my life. Other than Sinbad he was the only comedian that I really had to watch everything he did. Now that I am older I have the amazing respect for the man. His name has been drug thru the mud so much but he still stands making movies and making people laugh. People say that Eddie lost his edge and that he is not funny anymore but I disagree, he is hilarious to me. In my opinion he only made one horrible movie and that was "Bowfinger" other than that all of his movies had that Eddie Murphy special kind of funny. Because I admire Eddie so much its hard for me to laugh at some of this so called comedy now a days. I think that Eddie Murphy is a comical genius. And I will give you my list of comical geniuses right now in no particular order:

1. Richard Pryor
2. Eddie Murphy
3. Charlie Murphy
4. Dave Chapelle
5. Steve Harvey
6. Ricky Smiley
7. Dane Cook
8. Margret Cho
9. Katt Williams
10. Chelsea Handler

These people in my opinion have their own special brand of comedy. Either you love it or you hate it. And I love all ten of these brilliant people.

Summer Lust...All the Single Ladies

So this is for the single ladies...it is the Summer time and it is hot. And. I believe that you should get like a dude. Go out and do your thing. U have all fall to try to find a man. Use the Summer to venture out and find a couple good friends so that u are never lonely. Growing up around mainly guys I know that guys don't mind hanging with a girl. All that stuff about them not hangin with chicks unless they are getting some is a whole lot of Bullshit. Summertime is a time for fun and if you think being single is a burden (some ppl do) get over it and get out there.

Summertime Enemy

So make-up is my summertime enemy, anybody who knows me know I can't and don't wear foundation because it is 1. not necessary and 2. it would break my face out(how I found that out is another story for another day). So I don't ever wear foundation some so my face is flawless but that's because they don't see what I see. I think my skin is a killer dry mess. But I love eye shadow. I have many many many colors and eye shadow kits that I get as gifts or I buy myself. But this heat is killing my summer eye shadow dreams. I put on eye shadow and bam my eye lids sweat (yes my eye lids) and I wipe and wipe and wipe my eyes and all of my eye shadow ends up on my hands and shirt and anything else I can get a hold of. I am sick of going natural (even though I can do it thank God for good genes) I want to do my face up in the day time where ppl can see it. But for now that is just a dream it seems. Now don't get me wrong I believe that if u have to wear makeup PLEASE do because I don't want you to go out looking a mess I am just saying I really want my eye shadow back. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE make your own make up decisions. Well that's all I have to say about that. And other than that my vaca is going great, fresh hair cut, big ole butt(LOL) , just NO DAMN eye shadow.

The Vaca Got Better

So since the last time we talked I have had so much fun....FUN FUN FUN. I had to update this on the computer to let u know how exciting my past few days have been. I had a great time with fam at the cookout...and a even greater time with my Grandma. We were celebrating her birthday and she loved it. Well at first she was annoyed but she got over it. I really really really enjoyed myself. It was a great turn from the horrible days that came before it. Today was cool too i ate with my mom and bro. Tomorrow I go home and hopefully and I can go home happy for the first time in years......

Laying in the Room

I have been up since 1pm and it is now 401 am. I am so lost and have the slightest idea y I am awake. Well it is kinda hot in the house and I am really bored. There is something about my home town that keeps me up all night. When I say there is nothing to do there is totally nothing to do but still I am here,awake and wondering why. Not ony wondering y but knowing that no one will read this until I am fast asleep or unable to do anything but sit somewhere with my mom tomorrow and look at the walls. And don't even get me started on my hair. Every since it started growing I am at a total lose for what I dhould do with it. And I never really have to. Experiment to I am stuck with silly atempts to look cool or at least have way decent. I knew I should have left my raggity hair alone and just let it me bad looking (to me) cuz ppl just say "y did u cut your hair" and when u explain they say " I didn't see anything wrong with it". Well of course u didn't its not like I was going around showing evrybody how bad my hair was breaking off. And don't get me start on my mother's mood swings. Y is she insisting on annoying me or upsetting me. AND Y AM I SO DAMN SENSATIVE? Not to mention I'm here without my boo and nobody I chill with.

So after one day this is turning into a very mediocre visit home and as I get more or less annoyed I will keep u updated.

Annoyed...Oh So Annoyed

So I don't like barbershops. I don't like sitting around a bunch of men. And I look a mess right now. As soon as I got to the country my daddy and my brother wanted me to come with them to the barbershop and walmart. I would rather sit at home. But since I love my brother I came with them. Now I have been here for a hour and I just want to go home. Not to mention my period is on and I should not be around ppl right now. I just want to go home.

Yeas to Thunderstorms

The wild wind of the soulful breeze
The rumbling sound of peace within
The flashing lights of natures fame
The pitter patter of falling rain
This is the perfect storm
The onlt storm that matters
Thunderstorm I have to have
Have no other storm I'd rather
Copyright 2009


I love storms and this is the first thunderstorm I have experienced this year and I am so happy. So I'm going to enjoy this storm. MUAH

Why???

When talking to a few of my female friends(yes I do fux with a few chicas LOL)yesterday I realized as females we have a problem with letting go. We need explanations and calculation and investigations. We can't just let things go. I have noticed that in order for me to move on in the past I have had to start a new relationship. Its just silly. We as women need to start standing strong in what we believe in. I have started deleting ppls numbers from my phone but I always find a way to get their numbers back. I have been hurt so much in my short years that I sometimes even over react to the things that ppl don't do. This is not about male relationships. This is about all relationships. I have had ppl drop me just for me to find out I did nothing wrong but the whole time we weren't talking I was thinking that I had done something so I make it a point not to drop ppl for no reason and not to drop ppl without letting them know why. Because if they r really your friend u should b able to talk it out. I have recently been re-introduced to two of the realest females I know and they r ppl that I have known all my life and at the end of the day even they have letting go problems. I don't judge because I have been there and I am writing this blog to let them know that I know where they r coming from. The bottom line is women can't let go with out knowing what they r letting go of and y.