What in all of Spanish Harlem is the effin problem

This is what I call 5:06 minutes of child something that should never be doen let alone shown in public...no these are not black children they are little hispanic kids and they are a hot ass mess and I am disgusted with the fat momma and all of the adults that allow this to happen...WTF like really

More than ANNOYED...

Why can't I have along day of stupidity that ends in relaxation. That shit never can and apparently never will happen. The more annoyed I am throughout the day the more annoyed I will be by the time I have to lie my head down. I am so sick of money and having to pay bills that I shouldn't have to pay. I am tired of having a broke as man. I love him don't get me wrong but he has given himself way more shit than he can handle finacially and now I am stuck paying half of all of the shit he said he could handle. That gets on my fuckin nerves. I worked more hours this week than he did. I don't get over time and I am trying to keep myself out of debt but I sit here and my credit (because of him) is slowly depleiting. I don't get help with any of the bills he helps to run up but yet and still I am forced to do what I have to do. Fuck that shit. Just fucki it...

*Sigh*

Wat team I don't have one...I don't have friends that die hard for me like I die hard for them and I think that is something I will never get used to so I have to change. I have to make ppl see that I don't wanna b a giver anymore I want to me a sitter. I want to sit and wait for other ppl to do shit and that should b fine but it won't be. I'm sick of calling the bank and getting the rudest person in there on the phone when my money isn't right. I'm sick of giving to my friends just for them to say fuck u until they need something again. And I am tired of life. If I was the suicide type I think this post would be my going away present to the world but since I'm not its just another rant about how my life no matter how simple it may seem is complicated. Shit I want a man who will take care of me and give to me without looking at his bank account. I need friends who want to help me and not just party and drink with me. I need to start over. Because if I could go back to 5 years ago I would have all of that and more because I would do things that make me happy. And right now in my life I am not happy and I damn sure deserve to be.

You Mite Win Some...

Today was not a good day. I lost a friend not to death but to bullshit and at the end of the day that just simply proves that he could not have been a true friend. It is still fresh on my mind and fresh in my soul but I kno that I will get over it. It hurt my feelings the way shit went down and I'm still confused as to what the fuck happened but all I kno is this is the last time I give someone a second chance because I always get fucked in the end. I'm going to miss our good times and remember our bad but this can not be forgiven. And I want to ask GOD to forgive me for not forgiving and not being peaceful. And ask GOD to help me to forget this nonsense and move on with my life and the days I share with my real friends. I could have done so many bad and wrong things to this person but all I ever really wanted to do was help and be there and they kno that but until the day they realize that I will have to know that a simple harmless quetion(or at least that's what I thought it was) ended our friendship. I hope GOD blesses him in all he does and that he will forever be blessed but right now I'm going to sleep and get myself right with GOD because only he knows my heart.

You Mite Win Some...

Today was not a good day. I lost a friend not to death but to bullshit and at the end of the day that just simply proves that he could not have been a true friend. It is still fresh on my mind and fresh in my soul but I kno that I will get over it. It hurt my feelings the way shit went down and I'm still confused as to what the fuck happened but all I kno is this is the last time I give someone a second chance because I always get fucked in the end. I'm going to miss our good times and remember our bad but this can not be forgiven. And I want to ask GOD to forgive me for not forgiving and not being peaceful. And ask GOD to help me to forget this nonsense and move on with my life and the days I share with my real friends. I could have done so many bad and wrong things to this person but all I ever really wanted to do was help and be there and they kno that but until the day they realize that I will have to know that a simple harmless quetion(or at least that's what I thought it was) ended our friendship. I hope GOD blesses him in all he does and that he will forever be blessed but right now I'm going to sleep and get myself right with GOD because only he knows my heart.

Feelin Better

Singing..."THE DEVIL THOUGHT HE HAD ME ...OOOHHHHHH BUT A RAAAAA....."

so all of my anger from last night is finally gone, YAY ME!!! I watched ANTM and it was good there are two and a half black girls still up there and they r going to Brazil...YES. I watching House of Payne right now and that show is so good... I cant wait until 10 though cuz thats when the new episodes come on. So check out http://mayweatherplanet.blogspot.com for my latest gossip and discussions.

LOVE LOVE LOVE

WTF!!!!!

The DEVIL is riding me a tryin me today....its like as soon as i get over one problem another problem comes to make my life worse. i just need a break i need a vacation i need MONEY. My life is a mess and its not because i am doing something wrong. I really need a new life. like i dislike people and there are alot of ppl on my SHIT list and they will know it when they see me, cuz when in the FUCK did u start workin all of my shifts....but that is not the point. I'm over it now and I am ready to go to bed.

Growl!!!!!

So i called myself being responsible and signed up for a FREE credit report, and guess what that shit was not free. I went to check my account so i could eat but i have a -$12 in my account because my FREE credit report was fucking $30. so now i am broke until Thursday...so im hungry until thursday. this is the dumbest shit ever. i hate my life. i am very hungry and hunger equals anger... and anger equals headache....so in hungry angers and i have a headache. so FUCK PRIVACY MATTERS 123. and FUCK FREE TRIPLE SCORE .COM...DONT DO IT PPL.

So now that this is off my chest I can breath again I love you all....