Doin Nothing Much

I am sitting I'm my bed room trying to figure out things. And by things I don't kno what I mean. Like I cut my hair and I feel like matbe crying about it becuse I don't know what to do with it. Like ppl say it is cute but maybe they r just saying that to my face and are not really feelin it. I mean I'm glad I did it cuz I am starting over but what if it doesn't grow back. What if I have totally fucked up. I mean I'm not lookin for a man so that's not my issue. I just want to be attractive to ppl. Have I ruined my look. I don't know. I'm ready to see what the future holds. I am glad the ppl who r in my life are here and I love them. But I think its time for me to love me.

Morning Words

Well there will be no blog at Mayweather Planet today but I will have a double blog tomorrow. However I am very tired this morning. I stayed up all night doing my wild and crazy hair. It was not fun but at least its done (I hope). Do u ever have those days where your hair just will not do what u want it to do. That's how my damn hair is what seems like evryday. And my hair is even worse when I think that it is going to look good. So I just stopped caring. As long as I am not hairless. Oh and my warm days are here. Well not warm they are HOT and that makes me so happy. Now I have to wash my clothes to that I can have something to wear.I am very happy about that. I want new clothes and shoes for the summer but I really don't feel like shopping u know with my finacial condition and all. But all of that is not important. I am going to go now and read my book and try to stay awake here at work.