Now for Whats on MY Mind

So I sit and I wonder
Soul sits at ease
Wil I make an impact
Or will the world just freeze
Can I make the world see
No because I can't even make you
Know the things I need
For me to do what I want to do
No I'm not happy
But I'm not hurt either
I'm just not in the right place
For me to say that I need you
I care about you
Way more than you kno
But u kno me the G
I can't let those feelings show

Poem By a Great Friend of Mine....Love ya Mr. Roach

THE TRUTH

TEARS FALL LIKE RAINDROPS IN A THUNDERSTORM
HEARTS POUND WITH THE FORCE OF THUNDER
LOVE IS DRENCHED WITH PAIN
TO GAIN SOMETHING IS TO LOSE EVERYTHING
TO GAIN NOTHING & LOSE EVERYTHING IS THE LOST OF LOVE
TO HAVE ONE'S TRUST IS A HONOR
TO LOSE ONE'S TRUST IS TO BE DISCHARGED WITHOUT HONOR
LIES ARE THE "CARDS IN THE GAME"
TO STAY IN THE GAME YOU MUST PLAY EACH CARD AT THE RIGHT TIME
WHEN THE OPPOSITE LOVE IS SPRUNG OFF LIES
!!GAME OVER!!
LOVE COMES WITH LIES
LIKE THE SKY COMES WITH CLOUDS
AT TIMES THE SKY MAY BE CLEAR
THEN TIMES IT GETS FLOODED WITH CLOUDS
A HEART GETS CRUSHED LIKE ANTS WITH EVERY STEP IN TIME
SOME SURVIVE IN THE CRACKS IN THE SIDEWALKS
WHEN THE COAST LOOKS CLEAR ANOTHER HEART COMES TO PREDICT THE FORCAST...

copyright April 22, 2009

By The one and only Mr. Chris Roach.....MUAH

See I do show love to others ppl LOL

Like Really...?

I am so tired of people. Like we were friends and I thought we were pretty close. I started to open up to you and what do I get, a fuckin slap in the face. We don't talk for days and then u try to just show up in my life. Look I'm thru. I tried to give you the benefit of the doubt and give you the friendship I thought u needed but I guess I was not good enough. I know u don't read my blog but I am writing this to release you from my life. I am done so so so so done. If u need me in here but I am just a listening vessel now. I do little talking and not releasing.

WTF!!!!!

The DEVIL is riding me a tryin me today....its like as soon as i get over one problem another problem comes to make my life worse. i just need a break i need a vacation i need MONEY. My life is a mess and its not because i am doing something wrong. I really need a new life. like i dislike people and there are alot of ppl on my SHIT list and they will know it when they see me, cuz when in the FUCK did u start workin all of my shifts....but that is not the point. I'm over it now and I am ready to go to bed.

Back At it

so i would like to apologize for my early morniing rant, it was so LD. but thats why it is a rant right. so I missed class this morning because when i woke up at 1030am after just getting off work at 6am....do i really have to go on. so i am really loving this blog thing i just posted my first insert in my planet and i think it turned out pretty good. I want to thank my homie whitney for bringing blogspot into my life lol... and i am a follwer of her blog and if u read mine u will probably like hers. well thats all i have for now but I may be back before the day is out.


LOVE