Still Up

So I'm lying in bed tryin to figure out y in the world am I still awake. I have been awake since 530 AM and have not been able to sleep. I think I messed up my sleep schedule with my overnight shift. But all of that is fine because I only work 3 house tomorrow morning. I just wish I didn't have to be home alone. And my artistic juices have stopped flowing. I want to write poetry but the poems won't come. I am trippin. I have not been myself lately but I have to bring in my positive energy back.