NAP TIME LOVE

So I'm about to take a nap before I go to work but I just wanted to stop in to get real and say I appreciate everyone who reads my blog and I wish u all the best in life.

Now I'm sleepy and I must go...MUAH MUAH. Luv

ITS MY MICHAEL'S BIRTHDAY

So I am posting a tone of pics of Michael for what would have been his 51st Birthday....I still love this man and his music and you should too...I mean come on he is the fucking greatest....

THE KING LIVES FOREVER

She just looks so comfy with her big bro

I love this damn song and I love them together

Brotherly Love

Where it all began

Michael and his little princess

Michael with his sisters

Michael being a daddy

MJ not looking too "Thrilled" LOL

Gotta love Michael

What the fans really see

Deep thought MJ

Marketing MJ

The Baddest MJ of them all...LOL

Little Dreaming Michael

Baby MJ

School Bells: The Proclamation

Hey Hey Hey...I hear those school bells ringing so u know its time to get in there. I am trying to decide what my style for this semester will be but its hard because I am a different kinda chick. I think I'm going with animal print...but i also bought a lot of v necks and beaters...but i will still be incorporating animal print you'll see me LOL. Plus with my new natural hair I think I'm ready to kick off this senior year hard. Today i am doing laundry and I need to buy some shades and shoes...I have my $40 Mani and I'm doing my free Pedi tonight...I HOPE...Things are looking ^UP^ and I am excited. Senior year is going to be my year and May 22, 2010 is going to be my day. So please remember that I said that and when I'm down please refer me back to this post if you care about my sanity. Well I'm off to do stuff.....Love You Guys

I Say This With A Straight Face

WHY do I always let myself get used up to the point where there is nothing left for me. WHY do ppl fail to believe that I have feelings too, no they kno I have feelings they just try to test me. I have gone thru so many friends in these past 22 years of my life and now I realize that my friendship is too hard. If u never had a friend who cared enough about you to check on you, to offer their assistance and just be there without asking for a damn thing in return then u r not ready for a friends like me. I have had sudden breaks and hard breaks from friends but none hurt worse than the ones who just don't understand who you are. I am a real person, I don't get any more real. I laugh hard, play hard, cry hard, and I fall hard. But I need a friend now. I need someone who can be my backbone because that is hard to find. They all say they are different for me to only find out they just have a different name with different skin but the same mind set. It amazes me how most of my friendships r so one sided. Only because I allow them to be. I play like on a hard ass but I'm really a kitten. I hurt just like everyone else but no one seems to realize this or care. As I write this I am however realizing that there is hope for me to find that friend. I just need to be open. So this is what I have come to. I want to thank the ppl who understand my pain and understand that sometimes I need a break too. And I want to thank the people who don't want to take the time to understand me but simply want to reap the benefits of our friendships. Because these two groups of ppl are the ones who make me a better friend and I am more than open to that.

This is my new fav cardio/youtube video.....ENJOY

We're In The Money

I am just checking in with my faithful followers and letting you know that all of my time away from my blog was worth it because now I have money and Honey I wont complain. It was a hard two weeks of working sun-up to sun-down but I can smile now. I will be going grocery shopping Friday so I wont have to be hungry like I have been being for the past 3 or 4 days. Thanks for praying for me and thanks for caring.....Now back to the silliness that is Cindy....

Just UP.....CR.Dreamin'

Well I am up and awake(I worked last night) and it is so weird I have a Dream about these Creative Recreations....

Creative Recreations
Galow Hi

So Now I Want Them!!!!

The Vaca Got Better

So since the last time we talked I have had so much fun....FUN FUN FUN. I had to update this on the computer to let u know how exciting my past few days have been. I had a great time with fam at the cookout...and a even greater time with my Grandma. We were celebrating her birthday and she loved it. Well at first she was annoyed but she got over it. I really really really enjoyed myself. It was a great turn from the horrible days that came before it. Today was cool too i ate with my mom and bro. Tomorrow I go home and hopefully and I can go home happy for the first time in years......

Just Fine

I just wanted to tell u guess that I have had no complaints these past few days. I am so over my lose and I am moving on. I am a little upset that about not working but I am getting alot of work done. OK...LOVE YOU FEW

Today Was a Good Day...Scratch That A Great Day

So I had fun today. I went out with the boo and we went to The Silver Diner and Rugget Warehouse (got a so cute outfit for happy hour ,should have been two outfits though). After that we picked up a movie(The SPIRIT). I am so happy I am finally watching it. I am also clearing my poor computer of all its sicknesses and that is y this post is a mobile post. So yes today was a day to be remembered. I wish all days were like this. OH and good SEX helped it a lot too. (LOVE YOU BABY). So since my life is like a box of chocolates today it will probably be a bag of shit tomorrow so look out for that lol. PEACE. MUAH

Just got Paid Friday Night

Yes pay day just pasted and I am oh so happy . I have money again...but of course I got a little upset...so I overdrafted twice and there for my ODF was $70. I am tired...but I need to do something...So i am trying to be more positive number one and second i have to make moves. I want to get married next March and I really want to buy a house...But My major goal right now is to graduate and start my career and that is what i am going to do..all i need is the support of my friends. I know this blog is going in quite a different direction but I am not angry all the time...I just need help from MY GOD because only he can help me..

Feelin Better

Singing..."THE DEVIL THOUGHT HE HAD ME ...OOOHHHHHH BUT A RAAAAA....."

so all of my anger from last night is finally gone, YAY ME!!! I watched ANTM and it was good there are two and a half black girls still up there and they r going to Brazil...YES. I watching House of Payne right now and that show is so good... I cant wait until 10 though cuz thats when the new episodes come on. So check out http://mayweatherplanet.blogspot.com for my latest gossip and discussions.

LOVE LOVE LOVE