They R N My Head...

Monday, August 31, 2009

New Computer

Hey yall I just wanted to say that I got my new computer...SO be looking for me to be blogging a little bit more. And I will be def getting more homework done.....This is so great...and I found my web cam and I got a new video camera.....Cindy is most def going mobile.

Saturday, August 29, 2009


So I am posting a tone of pics of Michael for what would have been his 51st Birthday....I still love this man and his music and you should too...I mean come on he is the fucking greatest....


She just looks so comfy with her big bro

I love this damn song and I love them together

Brotherly Love

Where it all began

Michael and his little princess

Michael with his sisters

Michael being a daddy

MJ not looking too "Thrilled" LOL

Gotta love Michael

What the fans really see

Deep thought MJ

Marketing MJ

The Baddest MJ of them all...LOL

Little Dreaming Michael

Baby MJ

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Good is Good

I'm doing good. My life is on a roll. I have friends and fam that love me and I am learning to get over things much easier. I have money and I can't ask for anything more. Ill be back tomorrow with my planet and shit but I juat have to rant on things. This is mostly for my bestie. He has been going thru some shit and its a life changing thing. I'm not saying he was immature at first but he was doing too much LOL. Now he is waking up. I am glad he is good and I think I am more glad that he has me LOL. He is way to hard on himself.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

School Bells: The Proclamation

Hey Hey Hey...I hear those school bells ringing so u know its time to get in there. I am trying to decide what my style for this semester will be but its hard because I am a different kinda chick. I think I'm going with animal print...but i also bought a lot of v necks and beaters...but i will still be incorporating animal print you'll see me LOL. Plus with my new natural hair I think I'm ready to kick off this senior year hard. Today i am doing laundry and I need to buy some shades and shoes...I have my $40 Mani and I'm doing my free Pedi tonight...I HOPE...Things are looking ^UP^ and I am excited. Senior year is going to be my year and May 22, 2010 is going to be my day. So please remember that I said that and when I'm down please refer me back to this post if you care about my sanity. Well I'm off to do stuff.....Love You Guys

Sunday, August 16, 2009

I Say This With A Straight Face

WHY do I always let myself get used up to the point where there is nothing left for me. WHY do ppl fail to believe that I have feelings too, no they kno I have feelings they just try to test me. I have gone thru so many friends in these past 22 years of my life and now I realize that my friendship is too hard. If u never had a friend who cared enough about you to check on you, to offer their assistance and just be there without asking for a damn thing in return then u r not ready for a friends like me. I have had sudden breaks and hard breaks from friends but none hurt worse than the ones who just don't understand who you are. I am a real person, I don't get any more real. I laugh hard, play hard, cry hard, and I fall hard. But I need a friend now. I need someone who can be my backbone because that is hard to find. They all say they are different for me to only find out they just have a different name with different skin but the same mind set. It amazes me how most of my friendships r so one sided. Only because I allow them to be. I play like on a hard ass but I'm really a kitten. I hurt just like everyone else but no one seems to realize this or care. As I write this I am however realizing that there is hope for me to find that friend. I just need to be open. So this is what I have come to. I want to thank the ppl who understand my pain and understand that sometimes I need a break too. And I want to thank the people who don't want to take the time to understand me but simply want to reap the benefits of our friendships. Because these two groups of ppl are the ones who make me a better friend and I am more than open to that.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

The People I Call Friends

I think I have a problem with calling ppl my friends too quickly. Let me tell u about some of the ppl I call my friends.
One of my So Called Friends(SCF) decided it would be a good idea to tell me how they felt they needed an explanation as to why I don't chill with them anymore. When I was pretty sure I told this SCF that I was broke and starving. So all I do is work go to the gym and sleep because I have no money to eat. I didn't say anything when this same asshole stopped talking to me for almost a fucking month.

Then don't get me started on this SCF that does not respond to any of my any kind of messages until they want something and then when I call them out on it they have the fuckin nerve to get upset with me. Really that's how u feel. This person should be lucky they r back in my life period after the emotional confusion they took me thru.

And the new SCF. That was texting me everyday now I don't even get a hey because I told them NO for the first time. The fuck outta here with that little kid shit.

You kno what I'm just done. I am no longer allowing walk-ins into my life. From now on u need 3 references, an appointment for an interview and a fuckin resume.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Feed Me Semore....

So you guys....I have been hungry for the past 2 or 3 days. I am dreaming about food LOL. Friday I swear Walmart is going to hate me. Im going to shop like I have food stamps. I have already made my grocery list now if i can just get everything taken care of all will be well . So continue to pray for me.....Cuz my ribs r touching....

Got Milk???...Dont Spill It

So I heard this story not too long ago but now its on Nancy Grace. A 13 year old girl Kills her step grand father over some GD milk...What kinda shit is that ....Watch the video

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

This is my new fav cardio/youtube video.....ENJOY

We're In The Money

I am just checking in with my faithful followers and letting you know that all of my time away from my blog was worth it because now I have money and Honey I wont complain. It was a hard two weeks of working sun-up to sun-down but I can smile now. I will be going grocery shopping Friday so I wont have to be hungry like I have been being for the past 3 or 4 days. Thanks for praying for me and thanks for caring.....Now back to the silliness that is Cindy....

Thursday, August 6, 2009

What is the World coming to????!!!!

So I was on one of my fave blogs to follow and I saw this video that pissed me the fuck off. Watch it then I will say my piece.

OK so why in all the hell can these little girls do this shit. I am a grown ass woman and I dont do this shit...I think it is a fuckin shame that not only was this recorded but it was allowed. With all the little boys around watchin and kids cheering her on....can u say child pornography...fuck outta here