Doin Nothing Much

I am sitting I'm my bed room trying to figure out things. And by things I don't kno what I mean. Like I cut my hair and I feel like matbe crying about it becuse I don't know what to do with it. Like ppl say it is cute but maybe they r just saying that to my face and are not really feelin it. I mean I'm glad I did it cuz I am starting over but what if it doesn't grow back. What if I have totally fucked up. I mean I'm not lookin for a man so that's not my issue. I just want to be attractive to ppl. Have I ruined my look. I don't know. I'm ready to see what the future holds. I am glad the ppl who r in my life are here and I love them. But I think its time for me to love me.